[Sungja] All Sunghee messages send to her mother <3


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I find when Sunghee's in -worst- mood, she always listens to this song

[
담 [Fence] - Kim Yoonah
]

Sunghee wrote "
Every night, i always hear it and cry alone
" when she replied for kamilia on her cyworld Visitor

[i cant cap that question but i still remember, that fan wrote "[font=Arial]
your current BGM is so sad, Sunghee..
" and she reply like that]

i think maybe it concerns with her mother's memories

since everytime she chooses "Fence" for her BGM, she will def write something for her mother

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this's first entry

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I remember

when i sliped because of my incapacity

You always raised me up,

but i turned away with that thankful love,

Now i think i know

the meaning of love

The tears have been shed for me

i will dry it now

these sentences are Yoo Seungjun's Important Love [유승준 - 소중한 사랑] lyric, 1 of 2 favouritest songs of Sunghee <she wrote it on Audition STAR Magazine [07.11 Issue]>

you guys can download it at here :
[
Yoo Seungjun's Important Love
]

credit: Sunghee cyworld || tistory & megaupload [4 songs] || collab & trans: FF

to be continued...

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2nd entry

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The precious kimbap my mother made for me always has 2 piece of turnip.

Because i always eat a meal fastly heehee

my mother always put a lot of bad carrots in it.

Even i hate spinach best, my mother also put a bunch in

Everyday i expected spinach and carrot and ate

so i had to listen grumble from my mother all day

The other friend, out of a little spinach and carrot, they dont have anything else.

It looks so good

But in fact, when i tasted, my mother was awesome.

It's really delicious

credit: Sunghee cyworld || collab & trans: FF

to be continued...

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awww. i remember reading and we were trying to guess whose arm that belongs to.

but we never did find out when exactly her mom died right?

i know a lot of people were guessing 2005.

i dont know exactly when her mom passed away too, but i think it's late 2004, when she's 15 years old

i dont know why, it's just my thinking ^^

about the photo

maybe it's Sunghee mother's arm [she taken when her mother was in the hospital]

maybe Sunghee took it from internet : )

we cant know what Sungbokie oppa did
:lol:

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Her entries are so sad indeed...

She really misses her mom...

She doesn't like kimbap with spinach and carrots but when she tasted the kimbap without those she have thought that what her mom made was the best....

So sad....

Thank you for the translations FF(what may I call you? ^^)

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20h30' , the death anniversary

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i do take after my mom

sometimes daddy

when looking at me

said he was as if seeing my mother when she was young..

things i could do for my ill mother are indeed nothing...

other than worried... and then cried like crazy

really... i did nothing...

i was a bad daughter..

i just knew to pick up my friends` calls...

whenever mom tried to get through to me..

i left my cell phone somewhere or threw it away.....

thus since then.. when seeing people were treating that way to their mom

i really got mad

hihihi

i hate myself to death for doing nothing for mom.......

you... pls say that "mom, don`t ever get sick"... when you feel guilty like me right now..

and that don`t get internally teary... even though it`s hard to breathe every night long like me...

there`ll be a day

i will become a mother of a child

for my kid...

i will tell myself not to get sick at all...

long since, i`ve prayed for everything to come to an end...

credit : Sunghee's cyworld || thanks Pim for English translation <3

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20h30' , the death anniversary

i dont get this though. is the death anniversary in 20 hours time?

aww, Sunghee. all her entries about her mom are so heartfelt. i remember reading that, and saying that Sunghee's mom must had been beautiful. :lol:

i guess, her mom died from an illness eh? :lol: dont blame yourself sungbokie...im sure your being there made your mom a lot happier.

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i dont know exactly when her mom passed away too, but i think it's late 2004, when she's 15 years old

i dont know why, it's just my thinking ^^

Why Sunja ah? Why are u leaving????

Until now, i really don't know why!!!!

And i love your mom even i haven't met her once.......'cuz of her daughter... My strong Sunghee!!

you're always in our heart!!

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reading these brings back painful memories.

life is full of regrets, it's unavoidable.

we should look forward to minimise them.

hope sung is able to get over with the death her mum now.

this will only get her stronger.

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